Sumpahan perawan kanvas

I am here to tell you a story.
A story that will torture your thoughts by day and poison your dreams by night.
And though I will do my best, there are no words
that can be written nor brush strokes laid on canvas
that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died.
The emptiness will haunt you.

This is a nightmare, is my Annabel really gone?
My eyes are stung by daylight, I find it hard to breathe.
Her body teases me as the sun reveals the dawn.
The smell of blood still crawls, I kiss you softly goodbye.

Baby, lay in my arms and cuddle me close.
Soon this will be just an awful memory...
Will I ever be able to sleep again?

My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming.
(please wake me up, please wake me).
A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me.
(oh ecstasy you torture me).

I watch the blood drip from the corners of your mouth.
Your icy flesh is lying, your pallid skin still glows.
I'm starting to believe what my eyes are seeing now.
You're still so beautiful and yet so morbidly still.

Baby, lay in my arms and cuddle me close.
Soon this will be just an awful memory...
Will I ever be able to sleep again?

My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming.
(please wake me up, please wake me).
A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me.
(oh ecstasy you torture me).

Sweet revenge... He will pay, he will pay my dear.
Empty eyes accuse a face so evil, I'm coming undone.
The mirror says it all, a crimson story of innocence lost.
Empty eyes accuse a face so evil, I'm coming undone.
What have I done to her?

So terribly memory returns of her struggle, of her screams, of her.
Lord forgive me!
My stomach heaves as I see the blood that covers me.
Blood that was once hers.
I'm a monster!

... Such an awful memory... Will I ever be able to sleep again?

My angel lie to me and tell me I'm dreaming.
(please wake me up, please wake me).
A girl like you will always be such a tragic part of me.
(oh ecstasy you torture me).

Sweet revenge... I will pay, I will pay my dear.

A mirror never lies.
They know.
Everybody knows.
Do you not see what they see?
A mirror never lies.
I see what they see. Everybody knows. Everybody knows.

alesana.

Dunia yang kejam

Baru - baru ni, aku terdengar satu lagu yang agak unik. dan menarik. the lyrics is so damn-well-versed-in-high-level-english words, yet, sangat sedap dan melodic. betul. melodic habis.

Tajuk lagu tu, "Mother Nature And Father Man-Made" by The Venopian Solitude.

Band ni, just ada seorang sahaja ahli. Beliau mengelarkan dirinya Suiko Takahara. A Malay, and a female on top of that. Umur beliau, seperti yang di artikelkan dalam jomgig.com, baru nak mencecah 20 tahun.

Pada pendapatan aku, lagu ni, beliau ingin menceritakan berkenaan dengan alam semula jadi yang telah di "re-write" kan oleh manusia dengan pembangunan yang semakin pesat dan maju.

Aku tak pandai nak review lagu. So, apa kata korang dengar sendiri lagu tu kat jomgig.com .

apa - apa pun, kudos from me to her! :)

The Somatic Defilement

a poet wrote by an idol of mine. mr whitechapel. :)

just to share with u guys. enjoy~ ;)

Captivating with sadistic intentions to exalt the carrion
Holding onto faith like it would help me anyway
Up on my feet, vehemence takes over as I pave the way to anatomical feasts
Severing the ties I once endured to understand why it is that I crave the dead
Going by my knowledge of popular culture
I find a sense in malpracticing the common ways
Wallowing in claret, I long for such salvation
For when I'm through, I shall wear your pride upon my lips
Songs of the dead will eternally be chanted
Before sepulture, I must purloin the genitalia
I must find pleasure when you're gone
An injection of sodium thiopental applied
Your eyes are getting heavy now, I smell your fear
Delusions and paranoia are setting in
Control in my hands, I now shall purge
With the saw I maim, by the saw I live
Inhaling fumes of the putrid festered funk
As I drain the throbbing cysts from the gangrenous vagina
The mordant reek is overtaking every inhalation
The nausea is overwhelming, I stop to heave
Brought forth are my confessions to the dead
As the lies coincide with vitriolic clues
We all will spread disease
We're all deceased
Carved in your face, the sacrilegious rites
These words bring truth to what was foretold
Corpses and bile will reconcile
The rumors of this forensic plague
By these words I am one with the dead
And with this I've claimed the one which I'm wed
Until death do us part, we'll rot hand in hand



:)

kisah.misteri~

huit.huit~



kan baru2 ni semua oranng mcm tertanya2 pasal fenomena everyoneconnects.net tu kan? yg kuar lagu through my window, tp xtau sape yg nyanyi tu kan. even though it is obviously bunkface punya lagu. hehe~ actually, aku suka lagu tu. Tp, yang menarik pasal fenomena tu, dia punya marketing plot ah kan. kasik a mysterious envelope kat smua stesen radio, with a word of "Open for Collaboration". dalam tu, juz ada 1 CD yang ada 1 lagu "through my window".

N then, kecoh2 kat twitter lak, berkenaan dgn site dorg, everyoneconnects.net tu. Then, lepas dorg da officially umumkan pasal bnda tu, 1 lg bnda yg menarik bg aku. dorang wat banner concert. pergh! xterpikir aku nk wat camtu. mmg unik ah. kat sini aku post ah 1 banner concert bunkface tu. BTW, site tu, actually a marketing plot from TM which, dorg nak wat 1 lg site untuk Malaysia Indie Music Lover, i think. hehe. So, layan kan~ ;)




hehe. so, menarik kan? video tu? kalau korang nak tgk, bole la ke official site dorang, www.everyoneconnects.net. :)

kisah.bicara.dalam.pejabat~

hmm. aku nak tujukan sebuah lagu yang agak aku menyukai untuk didengarilah dengan rakan2 taulan aku inih. lagu inih sesuai lah kepada sesiapa yang percintaan mereka tidak berapa mendapat kerestuan oleh ibu bapa mertua mereka, atau lebih sepesifiknya, ibu mertua mereka lah. jadi, layankan ya~ ;)

Lagu : Mamamu benci aku

Artis : SkudapSkudip

tak ku sangka..
tak ku duga…
begini akhirnya cerita kita..
hancur musnah..segala-galanya..
bila impian ku..tak terlaksana…

jalan yg kita jalani,
jalan yg kita harungi,
akhirnya berhenti sampai disini..
walau pahit,walau perit,
terpaksa ku tempuhi,
kerna diriku tak mampu bertahan lagi…

telah puasku mencuba,
dan telah ku berusaha,
namun jawapan tetap sama..
aku bingung,jadi bengong,tak dapat ku bendung..
jujur aku tak mau selindung,
masih hati mama mu….

c/o
mama mu benci aku tak restu,
bila aku dan kamu..
mama mu benci aku biar tak restu
biarlah aku yg berlalu…
(2x)

aku sedari..aku mengerti..
siapalah diriku ini..
ku bukan lawyer,ku bukan doktor,
menjual suara hanya dgn bernyanyi…

mama mu benci aku tak restu,
bila aku dan kamu..
mama mu benci aku tak restu
biarlar aku yg berlalu…
(2x)
mama mu benci aku…uuuu….
mama muuu…..ku sayang anak muu………

kisah.musik

Setelah berhempas pulasan semalaman, akhirnya aku berjaya menyiapkan design utk crew tee gig yang aku uwar2 kan seblom ni. hohoho~ untuk gig tu, iaitu, gig "senandung musika sa-malaya II" yang akan diadakan di Heaven Studio, Pandan Indah, KL pada 13hb Jun 2009. hohoho~ So, any comment ikhlas dari kawan2 aku?

flyers utk gig itu



model yang telah bergambar bersama aku semalam dengan memakai baju itu


Gig ini ditaja oleh "komunitikami.com". Sebarang maklumat lanjut, sila layari website mereka ya~ So, kepada kawan2 aku, anda mahu join? kalau korang nak tau lebih lanjut pasal gig ni, masok la blog suarasirenia.

majulah musik malaya untuk negara!~